Today I need to write. I have to write. My soul is seething. My heart imploding. My mind exploding. I have to write.
I’m falling out if love today. I’m saying goodbye. Forever and always I thought we’d be, but that is no longer a possibility.
I’ve said this before, many, many times; but today is the day I’ve been given no other choice.
There once was a girl so young and so free; that girl, that girl right there; that girl was me.
I didn’t know love or passion or care but I’d thought maybe I’d found it in you over there.
I spent my life loving you, being your wife
But it turned out to be a life filled with strife
I forgave and I forgot, over and over
Always thinking somehow, something would change
But today I know better. I know change will not come
So today is the day I stop being dumb
Beginning again, all alone and incomplete
I doubt that I’ll ever find someone to meet
Nor do I want to nor do I dare
I’m not the kind of girl that is willing to share
So I go off alone to mend my broken heart
Trying to find the courage and somewhere to start